Thursday, September 30, 2010

I've feeling something I had never felt before...
I started to afraid of the exams...
I had never felt scare before...
Now...
It came to me...
And I can even tell how much Pascal of pressure is around me...
I had never felt like this before...

Even though I handled well last test...
Doesn't mean that I'm gonna do well in this coming exam...
I'm starting to scare...
Scare that I can't do...
Scare that I got left behind...
Scare that I can't follow up...
Too much...
It's just too much...

My mental is so fragile now...
I may crumble at anytime,anywhere...

I just don't understand...
I had never felt scared like this before even in PMR...
Sigh...

This is the way I choose...
I chose to enter Science class...
There's already no time for me to regret...
I'll just follow the path...
Do my best until my last breath...

Thursday, September 23, 2010

I feel so bad...
Whenever I saw your face...
That face tells me that you're "annoyed"...
Maybe I did too much...
Sorry...
And Maybe...
I should leave u alone for a while...
I'm...
Sorry...

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

U don hav to ask why I did this...
It's just...
Do what i should do...
Don think too much ok?
It's simple...
Just, Elder should take care of the youngs...
I always hold this in my heart...
smile yar~
=]
Maybe i make u worry as i walk in the rain like that...
But I'm quite used to it already...
Or maybe...
You're angry right now because i lied to you...
=D
If you're angry,chill yar~
Although I'm a small,thin boy and look weak...
Don judge a book with its cover yar~
I'm strong,don worry =]
Practice liao my keyboard for a while...
Oni 1Hour++...
I'm still quite tired arh...
And now still practicing my favourite song...
XP
"Some Day the Dream Will End" / "Itsuka Owaru Yume"
It's from FFX...
!st and 2nd sheet improve le a lot...
=D
haven practice 3rd sheet yet~
Gambateh~!
=D

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Yesterday...
Is really a tired day...
Did not sleep because did add maths exercise for 1 whole night...
then go to school ler...
School time...
still boleh tahan~

After school then went for training...
Still can tahan leh~
XD
Learn some new skills on Ring...
Anyway...
When practicing floor...
I fell hard on my neck...
So...
I think it's seriously injured...
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Today oso very pain...
Quire many of my body parts oso injured...
Haha...

Tired~
Reach home then bath ler...
And then wat?
Fell asleep at around 7pm and woke up at 3am++...
=.=
Skipped my dinner...
My...FoOD~~~!

Haih...
Neck arh~
Don so pain ok ma?
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I wonder why those prefects in our school like that...
Sigh...
Disappointed...

Lastly...
Someone makes me pissed today...
All he say is just fuck here fuck there...
If you remove the fuck word from your sentence will die arh???
U only know how to say FUCK is it???
I made a joke that i FIGHT a dog and u say i FUCK a dog?
Eat SHIT la!
Anyway,he will never come to my blog and read these~
Wahaha

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Haih...
Early in the morning ady get scolded by mom...
Haih...
Scold me din wake up early practice my keyboard wor...
You know wat?
Yesterday night I practice from 9pm until4am lo.....
Haih...
She din see oso...
HAIH...

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Haih...
Today tuition de Physic test...
Die liao lar...
Failure la Failure!

I thought I can stay in Science class...
But this test I oso dunno how to do...
Somemore whole paper leh...
I really dunno wat to do ler...

Tomorrow got Add Maths test...
Haih...
Just pass up the empty paper enugh ler.....
From now on!
I'm gonna give all my efforts on
-Studies
[At least enter 5Sc2]
-Gymnastic
-Practice more on my Keyboards to play nice songs

YAY!
Sungguh Bersemangat now!
(Tomorrow wake up will be a lazy bum again...)
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Although time is short...
But I had fun too...
Thanks...
=D

Hope you will always smile like that lar...
And...
Throw all the sorrow away yar~
=]

Don't always think so much...
Gor is always standby for you...
And you have friends too...
XD

Sunday, September 12, 2010

How good if dreams never end...
How good if I'm just dreaming all these times...
How good if everything in this world has a good ending...

我想起哥哥对我说的一句话...
再好的故事,也会有结局的...

最近...
身体状况不大好...
可能时间快到了吧...
或是想太多了...
动不动就会有晕倒的感觉...
有时候,肺还会很痛...
希望是想太多了吧...

在梦界的我...
告诉了我...
过人生不要那么"sook"...
要活得灿烂,人生才会有意思...
And so...
This year start...
I brave a bit ady la...
But...
Just a bit is not enugh...

我很啰嗦吧~
原因是...
[我是我自己,我并不是别人]
[I am Me,I'm not someone else]
所以我的作风会有些跟别人不一样吧...
^^

Yesterday...
I had the same dream again...
那个"我"对我说...
[不要什么都收在心里吧,把一些放出去会好些...
做男人,不能时时都怕这个怕那个...
胆敢去尝试,失败了自然会跌到,然后再用自己的双腿,自己重新爬上来...]
哈哈,那个"我"还比我更加啰嗦呢... =D
Maybe that's why I always think more than other people do...

My Life...
Has been changed upside-down by a person that i met in my life...
我很感谢她...
因为,他把我从一堆烂泥...
变成了一朵花...
我的人生,我的未来...
谢谢他那几句话...
才会有今天的我...

我很希望...
你看到这长篇大论post...
我也希望...
你没看见...
Actually...
私は待ってあなた...

Saturday, September 11, 2010

YAY!
Finally got my Piano Keyboard!!!
after 2 months++...
Finally~!
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Thanks dad~
It's a Yamaha model~
kakaka~
Yamaha PSR-E323...
not bad arh~
practice jor a bit...
photos arh?
tomorrow lar~
quite late ler~
=P
NiteZ~

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Rich people can do whatever they want?
We,those who work muz obey your order?
U think my dad is GOD arh?
Everything he sell is perfectly nice or unscratch?
Where's ur brain?
My dad SELL only,NOT MAKE THEM!
Scratches oso wan make noise???
Somemore so small de SCRATCH u oso wan bising here bising there!
U talk until so HEBAT go MAKE urself lor!
I give u face only!
Raining i oso send the thing with my dad!
We both whole body wet ady u oso don care!
Never say thanks or anything but buat bising about the one TINY SCRATCH!!!
U know how heavy is the Cabinet or not???
More than 150KG++ LOR!
U know how old is my dad???
55++ ALREADY LAR!
UR HOUSE THERE GOT SO MANY MEN!
ONI KNOW SMOKE AND CHAT???
SOMEMORE RAINING!
UR BRAIN GROW AT WHERE DE?
U NO COME HELP THEN NEVERMIND LO!
SOMEMORE BBUAT BISING AND COMPLAIN?

I remembered I made a promised with someone not to use bad words anymore...

Lucky Raining oni!
Cool down my temperature...
And I Give U Face Oni!
If not I ady SLAP(Dao Ba Dao Ba Sing) your face!
PUI!
Got MONEY Very BIG???

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Ah...
Tired...
Yesterday help me dad from 12noon til 8pm...
Then today...
From morning 9am until 4.30pm++...
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Tired arh~~~

Today almost faint for twice...
Suddenly all I can see is just black screen...
Opps~
Maybe I'm gonna die soon?
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By the way...
I'm gonna leave a message to my Friend(S)...
Beauty on the outside is not important...
Beauty in the inside is much more important...
Importance between a couple is not about money or whatever...
It's about Heart To Heart...

Brudder~
I know u can do it one...
Don scare this scare that la...
Jump over the fence...
Look at the outer world...
There's a lot of things u can do than always being silent...
If u just continue being like this...
I can guarantee,you'll regret and crumble...
Believe me,that's my experience...
^^
JiaYou~!

Monday, September 6, 2010

Heyyo~
I'm back from Cameron Highland~
XD
Didn't expect it would be so cold up there~
Wee~~~
This trip is really fun and it's my first time to go Cameron...
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First day,Friday...
Went to school...
Wait until 9am then come down from the class ler...
Take all the luggage and put into the bus...
The bus starts~
12noon,stopped at a place,dunno wat place lai de...
XD
Have our lunch by eating WanTan Mee~
It's ridiculous expensive...
=.=
A regular one cost RM5.40 each bowl...
Ouch~
Continue our way~
Around 3pm+...
Reach the mid-hill of Cameron...
Stopped by to see a Tea Garden...
Teacher allow us to walk around the Tea Farm...
keke~
After that we reach the apartment nearly 7pm...
Tidy up our things and get ready for dinner~
Muahaha...
Forced to wash my socks and sport shoes...
B'coz stepped into soft soil while walking around the Tea Farm...
We had steamboat for our dinner...
So full~
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After the meal,We went to the pasar malam~
Wee~~~
It's really cold... =.=
Teacher even laugh at me...
B'coz I'm wearing slipper and short pants in a weather like this...
Bought a few things and went back to the apartment...
Didi taught me how to play guitar~
Wahaha~
Nothing much happens...
Jia Cheng,Jun Hong and Didi slept around 4am+...
But I didn't sleep...
KaKa...
Woke them up at 5.30am...
WAHAHAHA!!!

The Second Day,Saturday...
Get ready all my stuff...
After 3 of them were awake...
I went and prepare breakfast...
Haha...
The first place we went on the second day was the Agro Technology Park...
Lot's of flowers and plants I've never seen before...
And then Jungle Trekking...
Helped out my friends at some steep valley...
The environment is really nice...
After Sweating that much...
We went to Bee Farm...
Lot's of Beeeeeeeeeeeee(S)...
XD
Scary weih~
And then to the Boh Tea Farm...
We ride on a smaller size bus to there...
The Bus Driver...
Damn YENG lor~!
The road so small and he accelerate so fast!!!
If turn more a bit,we fall down to the hill liao lor!!!
Reach there and we saw a nice view...
XD
JH,JC and Di bought a drink...
Enjoying our nice view from the Top...
Next,To the Butterfly Park~
Lot's of stuff here...
I even found Chicken and Ducks here...
=.=
And then to the cactus farm...
The sky is nearly dark now...
Went back to apartment to rest for a while and take our dinner...
We're going to have BBQ tonight!
But too bad...
It's raining...
But still,me,JC,JH and Di help Cik Chan BBQ under the rain...
So cold~~~~~~~
XD
After BBQ,went back to our room...
Not full enugh~
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Lucky Di gt bring Cup Noodles...
Chit Chat and play some games then sleep ler...

The Third Day,Sunday...
Slept at around 3am...
Suppose to wake up at 5am...
But all of us woke up late at 7am...
=.=
Get ready and went out of the room...
Went to a market early in the morning...
The weather is so cold until my teeth,hands are shivering...
Walked around in the market...
And we went to the Rose Farm...
Lot's of species of rose can be seen here...
Pretty~
XD
Walk up the Hill of Rose Centre(Rose Farm)...
Nice view up here~
After that we went back to apartment and packed up our things...
Check out once we had place our luggage in the bus...
And we went and had our lunch...
Our table finished all the food leh~
So Geng~
My table consist of 9 people...
Carmen Chan,Eu Joe,Jen Ying,Joanne and her brother,Me,JC,JH,Di...
And we had our way back to KL...
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In the bus...
Sleep,sleep,sleep...
Somemore got ppl curi take my photo while I'm sleeping...
=.=

Fun times are always so short...
Appreciate times we had together in this trip...
I enjoyed this very much~!
^^
*Photos please check on my Facebook...Too many,lazy to upload~ XP