I am...

Very fragile...

Why...

Why me...?

Just admit it...

This is my life...

Just because I'm my dad's son...

I wish I have my very own Piano...

=D

Sorry...

In a bad mood now...

Sigh...

My only hope has just broken into pieces...

Ppl always say...

"There is no such thing as 'Perfect' in this world and universe."

Yes,Everyone in this world say that...

But I wonder why...

I'm still targeting 'Perfect'...

I've holding it within my heart since young...

As maybe if I do things better...

Maybe ppl will pay attention at me...

Anyway...

It's like chasing an endless dream...

Although it's really impossible...

I will really do my best...

=]

My mood turn so badly at a sudden...

Guess I'm really useless huh...

AHH!

Finish studying Add Maths lur~

Can go to bed now~

=3

3.22am Logging-Out

Sometimes...

When I got bored...

I just go out for a cycle...

Cycle around to anywhere I want...

It's just so relax...

Feel the wind...

Feel the breeze...

Feel the scenery from a high place...

Feel the speed when going downhill...

Feel the nature...

It's just so relax...

And I almost forgot that I still have my exams tomorrow...

XD

How good if I can cycle with you?

^^

Maybe I should just stop daydreaming...

Always daydreaming about things that will never happen once in a century...

XD

And by the way...

NoOne around me would do things as crazy as I am...

Cycling within traffic Areas...

So many cars...

LOL...

Even though cycling alone feels really nice...

Coz you can go anywhere u want...

Then...

How good if there's someone cycling beside me...?

Never tried before~

Muahaha...

Sometimes...

You just can't compare the things when you're in an Even status...

Or in an Odd status...

I'm just used to be alone...

Since I'm very young...

=]

I've feeling something I had never felt before...

I started to afraid of the exams...

I had never felt scare before...

Now...

It came to me...

And I can even tell how much Pascal of pressure is around me...

I had never felt like this before...

Even though I handled well last test...

Doesn't mean that I'm gonna do well in this coming exam...

I'm starting to scare...

Scare that I can't do...

Scare that I got left behind...

Scare that I can't follow up...

Too much...

It's just too much...

My mental is so fragile now...

I may crumble at anytime,anywhere...

I just don't understand...

I had never felt scared like this before even in PMR...

Sigh...

This is the way I choose...

I chose to enter Science class...

There's already no time for me to regret...

I'll just follow the path...

Do my best until my last breath...

I feel so bad...

Whenever I saw your face...

That face tells me that you're "annoyed"...

Maybe I did too much...

Sorry...

And Maybe...

I should leave u alone for a while...

I'm...

Sorry...

U don hav to ask why I did this...

It's just...

Do what i should do...

Don think too much ok?

It's simple...

Just, Elder should take care of the youngs...

I always hold this in my heart...

smile yar~

=]

Maybe i make u worry as i walk in the rain like that...

But I'm quite used to it already...

Or maybe...

You're angry right now because i lied to you...

=D

If you're angry,chill yar~

Although I'm a small,thin boy and look weak...

Don judge a book with its cover yar~

I'm strong,don worry =]

Practice liao my keyboard for a while...

Oni 1Hour++...

I'm still quite tired arh...

And now still practicing my favourite song...

XP

"Some Day the Dream Will End" / "Itsuka Owaru Yume"

It's from FFX...

!st and 2nd sheet improve le a lot...

=D

haven practice 3rd sheet yet~

Gambateh~!

=D

Yesterday...

Is really a tired day...

Did not sleep because did add maths exercise for 1 whole night...

then go to school ler...

School time...

still boleh tahan~

After school then went for training...

Still can tahan leh~

XD

Learn some new skills on Ring...

Anyway...

When practicing floor...

I fell hard on my neck...

So...

I think it's seriously injured...

><

Today oso very pain...

Quire many of my body parts oso injured...

Haha...

Tired~

Reach home then bath ler...

And then wat?

Fell asleep at around 7pm and woke up at 3am++...

=.=

Skipped my dinner...

My...FoOD~~~!

Haih...

Neck arh~

Don so pain ok ma?

><

I wonder why those prefects in our school like that...

Sigh...

Disappointed...

Lastly...

Someone makes me pissed today...

All he say is just fuck here fuck there...

If you remove the fuck word from your sentence will die arh???

U only know how to say FUCK is it???

I made a joke that i FIGHT a dog and u say i FUCK a dog?

Eat SHIT la!

Anyway,he will never come to my blog and read these~

Wahaha

Haih...

Early in the morning ady get scolded by mom...

Haih...

Scold me din wake up early practice my keyboard wor...

You know wat?

Yesterday night I practice from 9pm until4am lo.....

Haih...

She din see oso...

HAIH...

Haih...

Today tuition de Physic test...

Die liao lar...

Failure la Failure!

I thought I can stay in Science class...

But this test I oso dunno how to do...

Somemore whole paper leh...

I really dunno wat to do ler...

Tomorrow got Add Maths test...

Haih...

Just pass up the empty paper enugh ler.....

From now on!

I'm gonna give all my efforts on

-Studies

[At least enter 5Sc2]

-Gymnastic

-Practice more on my Keyboards to play nice songs

YAY!

Sungguh Bersemangat now!

(Tomorrow wake up will be a lazy bum again...)

XP

Although time is short...

But I had fun too...

Thanks...

=D

Hope you will always smile like that lar...

And...

Throw all the sorrow away yar~

=]

Don't always think so much...

Gor is always standby for you...

And you have friends too...

XD

How good if dreams never end...

How good if I'm just dreaming all these times...

How good if everything in this world has a good ending...

我想起哥哥对我说的一句话...

再好的故事,也会有结局的...

最近...

身体状况不大好...

可能时间快到了吧...

或是想太多了...

动不动就会有晕倒的感觉...

有时候,肺还会很痛...

希望是想太多了吧...

在梦界的我...

告诉了我...

过人生不要那么"sook"...

要活得灿烂,人生才会有意思...

And so...

This year start...

I brave a bit ady la...

But...

Just a bit is not enugh...

我很啰嗦吧~

原因是...

[我是我自己,我并不是别人]

[I am Me,I'm not someone else]

所以我的作风会有些跟别人不一样吧...

^^

Yesterday...

I had the same dream again...

那个"我"对我说...

[不要什么都收在心里吧,把一些放出去会好些...

做男人,不能时时都怕这个怕那个...

胆敢去尝试,失败了自然会跌到,然后再用自己的双腿,自己重新爬上来...]

哈哈,那个"我"还比我更加啰嗦呢... =D

Maybe that's why I always think more than other people do...

My Life...

Has been changed upside-down by a person that i met in my life...

我很感谢她...

因为,他把我从一堆烂泥...

变成了一朵花...

我的人生,我的未来...

谢谢他那几句话...

才会有今天的我...

我很希望...

你看到这长篇大论post...

我也希望...

你没看见...

Actually...

私は待ってあなた...

YAY!

Finally got my Piano Keyboard!!!

after 2 months++...

Finally~!

XP

Thanks dad~

It's a Yamaha model~

kakaka~

Yamaha PSR-E323...

not bad arh~

practice jor a bit...

photos arh?

tomorrow lar~

quite late ler~

=P

NiteZ~