I still remember the Today of 3 years ago...

A very bad experience...

Haha

So fast ady 3 years...

I'm lost once again...

I broke my promise...

cuz i stayed in Sc1...

sry...

I am...

Very fragile...

Why...

Why me...?

Just admit it...

This is my life...

Just because I'm my dad's son...

I wish I have my very own Piano...

=D

Sorry...

In a bad mood now...

Sigh...

My only hope has just broken into pieces...

Ppl always say...

"There is no such thing as 'Perfect' in this world and universe."

Yes,Everyone in this world say that...

But I wonder why...

I'm still targeting 'Perfect'...

I've holding it within my heart since young...

As maybe if I do things better...

Maybe ppl will pay attention at me...

Anyway...

It's like chasing an endless dream...

Although it's really impossible...

I will really do my best...

=]

My mood turn so badly at a sudden...

Guess I'm really useless huh...

AHH!

Finish studying Add Maths lur~

Can go to bed now~

=3

3.22am Logging-Out

Sometimes...

When I got bored...

I just go out for a cycle...

Cycle around to anywhere I want...

It's just so relax...

Feel the wind...

Feel the breeze...

Feel the scenery from a high place...

Feel the speed when going downhill...

Feel the nature...

It's just so relax...

And I almost forgot that I still have my exams tomorrow...

XD

How good if I can cycle with you?

^^

Maybe I should just stop daydreaming...

Always daydreaming about things that will never happen once in a century...

XD

And by the way...

NoOne around me would do things as crazy as I am...

Cycling within traffic Areas...

So many cars...

LOL...

Even though cycling alone feels really nice...

Coz you can go anywhere u want...

Then...

How good if there's someone cycling beside me...?

Never tried before~

Muahaha...

Sometimes...

You just can't compare the things when you're in an Even status...

Or in an Odd status...

I'm just used to be alone...

Since I'm very young...

=]

I've feeling something I had never felt before...

I started to afraid of the exams...

I had never felt scare before...

Now...

It came to me...

And I can even tell how much Pascal of pressure is around me...

I had never felt like this before...

Even though I handled well last test...

Doesn't mean that I'm gonna do well in this coming exam...

I'm starting to scare...

Scare that I can't do...

Scare that I got left behind...

Scare that I can't follow up...

Too much...

It's just too much...

My mental is so fragile now...

I may crumble at anytime,anywhere...

I just don't understand...

I had never felt scared like this before even in PMR...

Sigh...

This is the way I choose...

I chose to enter Science class...

There's already no time for me to regret...

I'll just follow the path...

Do my best until my last breath...

I feel so bad...

Whenever I saw your face...

That face tells me that you're "annoyed"...

Maybe I did too much...

Sorry...

And Maybe...

I should leave u alone for a while...

I'm...

Sorry...

U don hav to ask why I did this...

It's just...

Do what i should do...

Don think too much ok?

It's simple...

Just, Elder should take care of the youngs...

I always hold this in my heart...

smile yar~

=]

Maybe i make u worry as i walk in the rain like that...

But I'm quite used to it already...

Or maybe...

You're angry right now because i lied to you...

=D

If you're angry,chill yar~

Although I'm a small,thin boy and look weak...

Don judge a book with its cover yar~

I'm strong,don worry =]

Practice liao my keyboard for a while...

Oni 1Hour++...

I'm still quite tired arh...

And now still practicing my favourite song...

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"Some Day the Dream Will End" / "Itsuka Owaru Yume"

It's from FFX...

!st and 2nd sheet improve le a lot...

=D

haven practice 3rd sheet yet~

Gambateh~!

=D

Yesterday...

Is really a tired day...

Did not sleep because did add maths exercise for 1 whole night...

then go to school ler...

School time...

still boleh tahan~

After school then went for training...

Still can tahan leh~

XD

Learn some new skills on Ring...

Anyway...

When practicing floor...

I fell hard on my neck...

So...

I think it's seriously injured...

><

Today oso very pain...

Quire many of my body parts oso injured...

Haha...

Tired~

Reach home then bath ler...

And then wat?

Fell asleep at around 7pm and woke up at 3am++...

=.=

Skipped my dinner...

My...FoOD~~~!

Haih...

Neck arh~

Don so pain ok ma?

><

I wonder why those prefects in our school like that...

Sigh...

Disappointed...

Lastly...

Someone makes me pissed today...

All he say is just fuck here fuck there...

If you remove the fuck word from your sentence will die arh???

U only know how to say FUCK is it???

I made a joke that i FIGHT a dog and u say i FUCK a dog?

Eat SHIT la!

Anyway,he will never come to my blog and read these~

Wahaha

Haih...

Early in the morning ady get scolded by mom...

Haih...

Scold me din wake up early practice my keyboard wor...

You know wat?

Yesterday night I practice from 9pm until4am lo.....

Haih...

She din see oso...

HAIH...

Haih...

Today tuition de Physic test...

Die liao lar...

Failure la Failure!

I thought I can stay in Science class...

But this test I oso dunno how to do...

Somemore whole paper leh...

I really dunno wat to do ler...

Tomorrow got Add Maths test...

Haih...

Just pass up the empty paper enugh ler.....

From now on!

I'm gonna give all my efforts on

-Studies

[At least enter 5Sc2]

-Gymnastic

-Practice more on my Keyboards to play nice songs

YAY!

Sungguh Bersemangat now!

(Tomorrow wake up will be a lazy bum again...)

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