Although I'm not the best men in the world,

But I dreamed to become a useful man that know lot's of things.

Although I'm not qualify to be called as a "Good Guy",

But I try to change the bad attitude of mine.

Although I'm a playful person,

But I'm also a person with high responsibility and active(compare to other "ZombieS~")

Although my face expression looks different all the time,

But how many people have laid their hands on my heart?

I've always wanted to be outstanding among the all...

I might have even hurt others,

Or step on other's head white doing this...

I am here to say...

Sorry...

Because,

I always wanted other people to realize my "existance",

So that I'm not lonely...

But!

That's not true,

I've realized that this is not true...

True friends lay their hands into the heart,

Not the 5 sense of human...

Anyway,

I'm already used to lonely state...

I've gained another resistance in my spirit...

[Resist to Lonely]...

=]

Don't afraid to be lonely,

Because,

It's part of life,

Where you'll grow stronger in the inner state...

wo bian de yue lai yue an jing le

=|

Trust You - Yuna Ito

Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
So that the rain moistens the earth
Even though this world is alive, coming closer together
Why do people hurt each other?
Why do partings come about?

Even if you go far away
You're still always right in the middle of my heart
While they remain completely buried by that kind smile
Even if I feel pain
In fragments of you that I held, because we're still connected
I believe that we can meet again
I'm waiting for your love

I love you, I trust you
I want you to share your loneliness with me
I love you, I trust you
Even in light, even in darkness
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Please don't leave anymore

Who saw the end of the world?
Who announces the end of the journey?
Even though it's a long night and the answer can't be seen now,
I want you to move on on the road you believe in
Because from this point forth, the light is waiting for you

Even now, the song you taught me
Still remains within my heart
And echos along with that friendly voice
The overflowing tears of my feeling
Run over my warm cheek
Become strong, ne
Believe!
If we connect with each other
I'm always by your side

I love you, I trust you
The tears I shed are for your sake
I love you, I trust you
You taught me love
I love you, I trust you
No matter if you walk on the wrong path,
I'll be beside you!

Waiting for your love
Always by your side
Youre the one that I love
Youre the one that I trust
Youre the only one

I love you, I trust you
I want you to share your loneliness with me
I love you, I trust you
Even in light, even in darkness
I love you, I trust you
Even in sadness, even in happiness
I love you, I trust you
I want to protect you completely

No matter if you're walking on the wrong path
I'll be beside you!
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Please don't leave anymore

Being silent will make people climb onto the head...

Don't be ridiculous...

My patience is limited...

I'm really tired of communicating with you ady...

Whatever you say is right,Whatever I say is wrong...

I respect you,But you did not respect me...

Explaination is just "alasan" in your eyes...

You did not give me a proper chance to explain...

And this morning I heard you say "I Don't Care"...

my "Respect-ness" for you has fallen apart...

I can't imagine u just tell me that...

I'm really tired when facing you,

You know?

I still remember the Today of 3 years ago...

A very bad experience...

Haha

So fast ady 3 years...

I'm lost once again...

I broke my promise...

cuz i stayed in Sc1...

sry...

I am...

Very fragile...

Why...

Why me...?

Just admit it...

This is my life...

Just because I'm my dad's son...

I wish I have my very own Piano...

=D

Sorry...

In a bad mood now...

Sigh...

My only hope has just broken into pieces...

Ppl always say...

"There is no such thing as 'Perfect' in this world and universe."

Yes,Everyone in this world say that...

But I wonder why...

I'm still targeting 'Perfect'...

I've holding it within my heart since young...

As maybe if I do things better...

Maybe ppl will pay attention at me...

Anyway...

It's like chasing an endless dream...

Although it's really impossible...

I will really do my best...

=]

My mood turn so badly at a sudden...

Guess I'm really useless huh...

AHH!

Finish studying Add Maths lur~

Can go to bed now~

=3

3.22am Logging-Out

Sometimes...

When I got bored...

I just go out for a cycle...

Cycle around to anywhere I want...

It's just so relax...

Feel the wind...

Feel the breeze...

Feel the scenery from a high place...

Feel the speed when going downhill...

Feel the nature...

It's just so relax...

And I almost forgot that I still have my exams tomorrow...

XD

How good if I can cycle with you?

^^

Maybe I should just stop daydreaming...

Always daydreaming about things that will never happen once in a century...

XD

And by the way...

NoOne around me would do things as crazy as I am...

Cycling within traffic Areas...

So many cars...

LOL...

Even though cycling alone feels really nice...

Coz you can go anywhere u want...

Then...

How good if there's someone cycling beside me...?

Never tried before~

Muahaha...

Sometimes...

You just can't compare the things when you're in an Even status...

Or in an Odd status...

I'm just used to be alone...

Since I'm very young...

=]

I've feeling something I had never felt before...

I started to afraid of the exams...

I had never felt scare before...

Now...

It came to me...

And I can even tell how much Pascal of pressure is around me...

I had never felt like this before...

Even though I handled well last test...

Doesn't mean that I'm gonna do well in this coming exam...

I'm starting to scare...

Scare that I can't do...

Scare that I got left behind...

Scare that I can't follow up...

Too much...

It's just too much...

My mental is so fragile now...

I may crumble at anytime,anywhere...

I just don't understand...

I had never felt scared like this before even in PMR...

Sigh...

This is the way I choose...

I chose to enter Science class...

There's already no time for me to regret...

I'll just follow the path...

Do my best until my last breath...

I feel so bad...

Whenever I saw your face...

That face tells me that you're "annoyed"...

Maybe I did too much...

Sorry...

And Maybe...

I should leave u alone for a while...

I'm...

Sorry...

U don hav to ask why I did this...

It's just...

Do what i should do...

Don think too much ok?

It's simple...

Just, Elder should take care of the youngs...

I always hold this in my heart...

smile yar~

=]

Maybe i make u worry as i walk in the rain like that...

But I'm quite used to it already...

Or maybe...

You're angry right now because i lied to you...

=D

If you're angry,chill yar~

Although I'm a small,thin boy and look weak...

Don judge a book with its cover yar~

I'm strong,don worry =]